Kiss You

I want to kiss you.
I want to kiss you every morning when we wake up.
I want to kiss you every night before we go to bed,
every time you are leaving home and every time you come back again.
I want to kiss you before I wave goodbye as we walk separately on the station platform.
I want to kiss you after I welcome you home every evening.

I want to kiss you.
I want to kiss you under the midsummer maypole,
under the midnight sun that creates pink colored summer sky over the capital city.
I want to kiss you under the northern lights over your hometown on Christmas eve,
under the cherry blossom trees in the king's garden
and the falling autumn leaves in the open nature.

I want to kiss you.
I want to kiss you happily on the cheeks for each time I am grateful for your help.
I want to kiss you romantically on your lips between our random dance to our secret playlist.
I want to kiss you passionately on every inches of your body as a prelude to our sacred unity.
I want to kiss you gently on your favorite spot as we both lie in an after-lovemaking sweet dreams under the bed sheet.

I want to kiss you.
I want to kiss your sadness away in your lowest point of life.
I want to kiss your worries away after any failure.
I want to kiss your wounds from any past nightmares and let them heal.

I want to kiss you suddenly as we sit next to each other on the flight to our dream destinations;
and I want to kiss you softly and slowly as we sit next to each other on our old days,
staring at the sunset sky and be grateful
for every memories we have made together.


19.04.18
by Frouwelinde
for my wishes with the black fox

Silhouette of the City

The sky explodes in orange color
Bright twilight scene in the background of grey spires
Did you gaze on the silhouette of the city
from your turquoise window in the hawk tower
while I was walking under it
to reach my destination on that day?

Could it be that the little girl under the highway
who saw the same silhouette of the city
have a memory of your friendly voice
and a glimpse of thought about my happy smile?

Maybe I walked past the glass window of the cafe
when you enjoyed warm coffee with a friend

Maybe you have once stared proudly
on the flying cross in blue yellow in the corner of the road
while I was making a wish on my biggest dream in front of it

Could it be that I have looked at your ocean blue eyes
as the synchronization placed us together
somewhere under the silhouette of the city?

by Frouwelinde
16.03.2018
for the possibility of us being in the same place in 2013

Your Flag

I wear the colors of your flag today

Colors of another hope, another future

Color of the clear sky of my upcoming days

and of the sunshine that'll smile on my face

Color of cornflower, the symbol of requited love,

and of chrysanthemum, sign of optimism

Color of the sea that separates us,

and of the sand that connects us again

Color of thousand nights that will keep us safe,

and thousand mornings that greet us warmly

I wear the colors of your flag today

for it's the only way to show

the colors of my heart

By Frouwelinde

07.11.2017

for the new hope in the new place

Three Stages of Love

My fairy tale love was with a knight.
He stood under my window in the castle tower,
sang minstrels' songs of love and adventure.
I thought we would be inseparable forever,
kept pushing against the waves of old laws
in the world we live in.

My tough love came when my heart was kidnapped.
A barbarian chieftain wanted all of me for him only.
He fought many wars against the cross and himself.
I didn't know that my attempt to heal him
would hurt me in return.

My mature love is yet to come.
I see a son of king with wisdom in his mind
His word will heal my wounds from the past loves,
and his hands cradle me to thousand nights of sweet dream sleep.
I wish for courage to place my trust there.


10.01.2018
by Frouwelinde
for my life story

I Dream of Future Love

I dream of future love
You and me, and a mirror
It was soft and sweet,
how your fingers played with my hair;
trying to shape it and tie it
like the girl in your fantasy.

I dream of future love
You and me, and happiness
It was warm and tender,
how your lips touched mine several times;
trying to read every words of affection
I whispered.

I dream of future love
You and me, and a secret
It was clear and prophetic,
how the dream slipped into
the storybook of my head
the night after our short talk.


by Frouwelinde
20.11.17
for the dream i had last night

Intuition

My heart is already yours,

even before you ask for it

but I fear that I already know

the song of our farewell,

even before we meet.

by Frouwelinde

17.11.2017

 for my feelings

Falling Hope

I thought I would find everything that I need in you, dear beautiful maple.
I have been looking for protection under the mighty oak, but I didn't find it.
Even the linden doesn't have any love left for me,
and coconut tree can't give me happiness.

I was just about to pick your colorful leaves to brighten my days,
when I realized that your trunk is too tall,
and the wind blew your leaves away to the sun in the south
before I can reach them.
I thought you're the branch I could hold on to
while I am pulling myself out of this trap,
but I am always wrong to set my dreams too high,
and even wronger to have my hope too early.

By Frouwelinde
31.10.17
For you, to whom I gave my hope too early.

Trust You

Why do I choose to trust you?
Someone I don't even know
A darkness, a mystery
The light, what are you?

I don't even know
whether you are awake right now,
or you still sleep after that short conversation

I don't even know
whether your mind still plays our words
as often as mine

Are you really the rainbow man,
who lives neither in black nor white?
Or are you the Mephisto to my Faust
who come to satisfy my thirst
but trap me in misery?


23.07.2017
by Frouwelinde
for the short and confusing encounter.

I Dreamt of A Past Love

I dreamt of a past love
It was short but sweet,
warm and neat
Not a rush, rather slow
Friend first, lover second

I dreamt of an old love
His warm hands embraced me
Protected me, comforted me
He looked through my eyes
and saw my hurting heart
He didn't even get angry,
that I still had someone with me

"Leave him," he said
"If he hurt you, just leave him and be with me"
We hugged and kissed under the blanket
No further sexual action which I didn't need
I cried for sometime on his shoulder

I dislike the idea of knight in shining armor,
nor a prince on a white horse,
but I'd gladly call him my dragon slayer.

21.07.2017
by Frouwelinde
for a short dream about a past love in the time of need.

An Invitation

In an unexpected time I received
A greeting without an envelope
A welcome sent by the wave
Through the sea from north to south

I have told the universe

How the northern ways always fascinate me

Though my sinning ancestors

Had made me unworthy of it

Now I can't wait for the winter

I'll take my dream to fly with me

And cross the glowing rainbow bridge

To dwell with you in the land of myth

05.06.2017

by Frouwelinde

for the invitation to the midwinter celebration among the people of the past

The Gate

The train went through the midnight gate,
the border between daylight of fantasy
and the real.
You and her, she and you,
and me.
Love sat across my bench,
laugh and dreams were beside me,
and myself.
With a song that sings
about a gate,
if I went through which,
I will meet you in the other side.
There is no more night for us,
it says.
Only flower meadows, laugh
and holding hands.

The train went through the summer gate,
the border between past fantasy
and the real.
I and you, you and me,
and us.
Love stays by me,
laugh and dreams are with me,
and ourselves.
With a story that tells
about my gate,
through which I have walked,
and found you in the other side.

16.05.16
by Frouwelinde
for my gate ~ Summer 2013, inspired by all my memorable journey with train since 2013 and the song "das Tor" by Faun :)

Rainy Day by the Sea

On a rainy day by the sea
Where is our boat?
We do not know.
All what I remember is
the time seemed to stop;
like my heartbeat,
as you kissed me.

On a rainy day by the sea
I wondered about your heart.
Did you feel the wave of love
constantly crashing the wall
of your heart, like
the wave in the sea
never stop kissing the docks
on a rainy day by the sea?

10.04.16
by Frouwelinde
for the second rainy day in Bergen, autumn 2014

Maybe you won't understand
why sometimes your ice flower melts down
Are those tears of sadness
or does it drop because of happiness?
Maybe you won't understand,
and you will never understand,
but when you start wondering about the reason,
look at the mirror and you'll find ---
the ice flower melts down for you,
because she cares so much about you

by Frouwelinde
201014
for uncountable tears that dropped in many nights

Since the Last Day

I know it has been a long time
since the last day I saw you
My soap bottle has turned into
white from purple -- almost empty
And I can see the silver base of
my smoked fish inside the blue plastic
And there are only two slices
left from my rice cakes
Does one day without you 
still mean one day closer to be with you?
I don't know.
I wish you'll come
before all the writings on the maps
start to fade away

by Frouwelinde
211014
for my missing feeling

Sunset

It reflects on the glass

windows of the skyscrapers

Here in my city

But there -

Someday on the peak of the hill in Bergen

after a short ride with the Fløibanen,

Or as seen from the top 

of the ferris wheel in Liseberg

It would be thousand times lovelier,

seeing the sunsets with you

by Frouwelinde

090914

for our unfinished plan

Insomnia

No, not because of those
random thoughts in my head
But there are too much
butterflies, flying inside me
Bring me far from bed and
to your heart

by Frouwelinde
060914
for my feeling

I let myself bewitched by the northern lights in your eyes
and steal a little of it to be kept inside my heart
to make it warm along the never-ending winter of waiting

I let myself enchanted by the sound of the fjords in your voice
and drown myself in its depth to cure this missing feeling,
to erase all my dark memories in this lonely place

I let myself seduced by the magical midnight sunlight in your words
and remember every detail of it to accompany my days
to make me feel closer to my dream to meet you in this
breathtaking land

by Frouwelinde
310314
for my addiction

Big wolf
with silver fur
Who do you love more?
The moon goddess or
the red riding hood?

More than three years
You stand on the cliff
Admiring the moon
There was a time
When she would come down
For a love dance with you

Big wolf
with silver fur
Who do you hold more dearly?
The moon goddess or
the red riding hood?

Maybe she's just a little girl
With a heart too pure to
dance the love with you
But she can sing as sweet as the birds
And she can dream as high as the stars
So will you love her more
after the moon had her eyes
on the eagle?

by Frouwelinde
Juni 2014
for the choice you had to make between us

In the City of Lovely Memories

Small bench under the trees
In my beloved dreamy city
Heard already our cheerful memories
Sweet talks of many wishes

Statue of fairy tale king
In the middle of the green park
Listened silently to my whispering song
Along the way when you walked beside me

Black ravens and swans in the park
Thank to their feather I can keep memories
Of those short two days I always want back
To spend with you again, my dearest

To all those things in my beloved city
Can I tell you a secret?
That I really wish to be able to
express my feeling more than this ordinary words
to that dearest one

by Frouwelinde
Mai 2014
for those two days in Munich, 21-22 August 2013

Red String

Many times have passed since the last one

And I wonder why I’m always wrong?

Each time I send my love to someone

No one even realized...

I have been tired walking and searching

Where is the right one, I couldn’t find

All stories I wrote felt meaningless

Those are all not what I want...

Old story had told me

That everyone has a

Red string connected with the right soul

Where mine will ended?

Are you holding the end?

Cause I can feel you’re the right one...

Have I found the red string

Between us, you and me

Stretched and tied our souls to be one..

Have I found the right one

Cause no one has loved me

As beautiful as what you have done...

Many love stories written for me

But nothing feels right in each of them

Then you came and fix all the mistakes

Write a new chapter for me...

In love at first sight you make me believe

Such a fairy tale that I deny

But since I’m with you this reality

Feels lovelier than the dreams...

Old story had told me

That everyone has a

Red string connected with the right soul

Where mine will ended?

Are you holding the end?

Cause I can feel you’re the right one...

Have I found the red string

Between us, you and me

Stretched and tied our souls to be one..

Have I found the right one

Cause no one has loved me

As beautiful as what you have done...

by LV~Eisblume

16.6.2011

for the inspirer..

~ Ini lirik lagu, udah lama sih bikinnya :) Terinspirasi dari cerita lama yang pernah gue denger. Konon katanya, manusia diciptakan berpasang-pasangan dan dengan pasangannya itu sesungguhnya sudah ada seutas benang merah yang mengikat dan menghubungkan keduanya. Tapi di dunia ini banyak banget benang merahnya dan ketika kita bertemu seseorang lalu menjalin hubungan dengannya maka kita sedang memeriksa, apakah ujung benang merah yang kita pegang ada pada orang tersebut. hehehe.. ada2 aja sih sebenarnya :P